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You hold my every moment
You calm my raging seas
You walk with me through fire
And heal all my disease

I believe You're my Healer
I believe You are all I need
I believe You're my Portion
I believe You're more than enough for me
Jesus You're all I need

Nothing is impossible for You
You hold my world in Your hands



These words are so simple and are everyday words but when u put them together, they bring people to their knees and they heal broken hearts.

Example

I try my hardest to be an example but i know there is always room for more effort, i find myself thinking in totally different ways than the people closest to me, yet we are the same age, we have most of the same interests and we get along almost perfectly, but we are so fidderent. Im not perfect nor is anyone else, but i get so frustrated in tired of Life its self, the problems the issues and the things that come up because of peoples actions, including mine, i wanna just get away sometimes, to some place where i can not worry, not wake up and think okay how am i going to help fix this or how can i turn this around. I know thats a part of life, facing the challenges that are put in ur path, but sometimes it just gets a little overwhelming, i need a break, i need to focus on what i really need to focus on. I get so drained at times and i feel the absolute opposite of content, but i also know thats when i seek God to my fullest and i am completly compelled to give Him my all.

Lately

its been good, school has beeen okay, it is alot of work thou, goiong to college and high school at the same time isnt easy. but i love my classes and i am pretty sure im doing good,

As for church, 11 years on sunday!! Suuuper excitted for sunday, and the pastors.

and everything else, i am greatful for my best friend, He has been there for me all the time. i will always be thankful for him and How he loves God and the inspiration he is too me. i know he isnt perfect and neither am i or anyone else but i see God constantly moving in his life and i know he is going to touch many people. Soooooo....thats pretty much it. :)


go watch slumdog millionair!

:/

i wish somethings never happened.
i dont like what happened but maybe it was ment to be
i dont know if this was bound to happen, i was just the last straw, whatever the reason is, i dont like the fact i was involved.
im so drained, drama really does drain you.

i dunno i hope everything works out and that God will restore the people that need to be restored. and that i and everyone will learn from our mistakes.

yo!

It funny how when you watch people or just hang out with friends, you sometimes see a difference in them, me, growing up in a christian church, i know there has been times when my friends would be chillin with me and i'll act one way or say something and their eyes would just be like WOOOAH, becacause many times just because we are in this environment or atmosphere of what is right or christian, we dont always act on it and sometimes i just watch people, people i know and i wonder if they watch me, im sure they do but it just shows that we are all not perfect but its what we do after we've made certin mistakes and how we pick ourselves up

in the gospel of Luke it talks about peter and Jesus saw so much potential in peter and for 3 years Jesus thought peter and disciple him and showed him signs and wonders and hung out with him,and ate with him and peter would say these great things and the same day would do the total opposite, and it t reminds me of myself e all have a glimpse of peter in us and in 1 and 2 peter its so amazing to see the difference cuz he says to be ready in season and out of season always be ready to give an answer for the hope of what is in you, and its so cool to hear that heart coming from this guy who to young girls was afraid to say he knew Jesus. and to see how Jesus affected his life and Jesus changing his life he got to this place of realization of what is important and there is so much courage and strength. but of course it was only through Jesus.

God knows my heart and dreams, Therefor He will make a way

MONDAYS

Today was LAME

Mother nature sucks. i hate it. why do i have to be in school when u give me ur stupid monthly gift?!?!

WHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!

other than that, im good. :) haaha